se ser forte é sempre esconder as proprias magoas (mesmo que se corroendo por dentro, mas nunca se deixando cair) pra sempre atentar as dos outros - por achá-las mais importantes -, entao eu sou a pessoa mais forte do mundo...

Dear heart,

I told you thousands of times 'no!'. Nevertheless, it seems that you want corrode me inside. You want to test me just for the pleasure to check how I can bear. I'm telling you: Not love. Never love!

- I'm weak, I can't.

Constantly reminding my heart that it sucks. Constantly reminding it to stop leaning to love. Never lean to it! I tasted its rejection. My god, it's bitter.

- Quite Queer, Indeed.

Gloria,

We lied, we can't go on. This is the time and this is the place to be alive.

I'm twisted up somewhere I cannot identify where exactly. For all I know, I have been feeling stupid, silly and distasteful. Need to find out as soon as possible what to do and not let it get stucked somewhere I know I won't be able to get out. Seeking for answers seems to be useless. I just have to go on living my life and finding the answers out of the blue. That's what I need.

We didn't know we couldn't go.
The circus song just carried on.
Out of the crowd, three men rush out
And scream and shout: "EVERYBODY STOP!"

Se você for,
Mas só se você for,
Vê se volta logo...
E não me deixa chorar baixo por ti, meu bem
Que eu quero te ver sempre,
Que eu quero te ver sempre...

The Unbearable Lightness of Being

But they only laughed again. "Needing to pee is perfectly normal!" they said. "You'll go on feeling that kind of thing for a long time yet. Like a person who has an arm cut off and keeps feeling it's there. We may have not a single drop of pee left in us, but we keep needing to pee."

- Mommy... When someone tells you that everything is gonna be alright, is it always true?
- Don't know, son. Why is that?
- I had a dream yesterday. A dream that an angel came to me. It was so beatiful, mommy.
- That's gorgeous, son. But what does it have to do with your first question?
- So, the angel came to me. I had wide white wings. It shinned blindly. He saw I was sad... Then, he told me that everything was gonna be alright.
- Why were you sad, son?
- Dunno, mommy. Do you know?
- How would I know?
- You are my mommy.
- That doeasn't mean anything.
- Mommy?
- Yes.
- Do angels exist?
- They exist if you want to.
- So I'm going to meet with the angel I met last night. I wanna talk to him better.
- Ok, son. Now it's time to sleep. Sleep tight, sweetheart.
- Thanks mom. Tomorrow I'll tell you more about the angel.
- OK.

Quite Queer

Everything fits in as if it were a puzzle. Quite queer, indeed.

is willing to cry for something really silly a sin?

Bitterness

I tried to take it off my mind. I tried to forget it using all the methods someone could have ever imagined. However, it is still inside me. Not a single drop of it is out. Had I known it would be this bitter, I wouldn't have tasted it. I wouldn't have tasted it at all. Sometimes, I just hate being here...

- So much more dismay in empty eyes.

The Hiker

It was a dark freezing cold night. Those nights when the sky is black and Earth is white, covered up by clear snow. He'd already been wandering around for hours, and nothing. I mean, he wasn't looking for something in special (it could be said that he wasn't searching for nothing at all), but a sign of life'd be good. He sat on a rock after sweeping out the snow that was on top of it. Suddenly, he saw a very shiny glow on the sky. It wasn't the moon... And it couldn't be a star as the glow was crawling torwards him. He wanted to touch it. He wanted to have it for his own. So he waited a little longer just to see if he could grab that beautiful thing in the sky. It didn't seem it was going to arrive to his hands so soon after some time waiting. It finally got to Earth, it landed on the snow. The man looked at it, grab it with his hands and appreciated, for some minutes, its beauty. After that, he threw the glow back in the snow and kept on walking without an aim, just... Walking.

O legal é quebrar o tabu e a formalidade, mas, se todos os fizerem, ai nao é mais legal.

You shouldve been, I couldve been a better son